12.11.2014

Lost at sea

I'm so unsure about the decisions I make. I have all my paperwork completed for school, but I can't leave this spot to turn it in. 

I'm watching the fishing vessels head out to sea on a peaceful, brisk morning, but I still can't be content. It's not the caffeine, which I told myself I would not have today. It's something more inside of me. I can't shake this feeling of uneasiness. It's preventing me from moving forward. But I know it's now or never. I'm not getting any younger or any healthier. Sink or swim.